It really makes me wonder...

What will it take for me to get over myself? I'm having so many self doubts. I keep trying to retell this idea to myself: I'm good enough to write. But instead of believing it I'm just half-way digesting it. How do expect to move on from here? When will this pity party come down? I'm tired of the gloom and the streamers and the moldy cake. I think it's time for a change. But how???