Give a little bit, Give it all..

It took lots of internal debating. Lots of arguing the pros and cons with myself, before I decided to give out Christmas cards at work. You see, I'm a loner at work. I don't associate with the all-female crew in my department. I learned a long time ago (and the hard way) that the only thing worse than women working so closely together is women working so closely together when you're having gossip worthy issues. I'm not the most interesting person in the place... but I happen to be the only one in an interracial, May-September marriage who moved here from NYC. My family seems to be moving toward a massive nuclear meltdown and as it is my boss has seen a bit of that (horrible incident between mom and her idiotic boyfriend that ended at the hospital).

Anyway, I decided to cut the situation in half. I can either shun my co-workers this year again and remain on the office's communal shit list. Or I can poke my nose out from under this crushing rock and be the cheerful, holiday loving, Christmas-card-giver-out that they never knew I could be. I decided to try Kmart for some super cheap but cute cards. And I found some. At a reasonable price. I bought them and have since started filling them out with big letters and corny Christmas sketches. *sighs* Now, ya can't say I didn't try.