Sometimes mixing all the ingredients just doesn't make the cake

I'm wounded. I found out tonight that my cousin, the subject of my last blog, has not changed at all. He's still just as VILE as he ever was. How could I be so wrong about someone I'm related to? And yes, I admit my wrongness. I was wronger than wrong. He's a disturbed person. Just as horrible as when we were kids. I can't even begin to understand any of it. I just thought that time and pain would've changed him. I suppose I'll have to change that theory....